I can't...

What a horrible night...
Took me at least three hours to sleep. I saw it again... It still comes back to me once in a while. I wish I could let go. It made my head ache and I'm still sick so I coughed a lot. It was raining like hell... I heard thunder outside and saw the quick flash of thunder through my window. Felt like it was never going to end.

When I finally fell asleep I had a nightmare and woke up choking. I've been exhausted all day.

I guess I can't stop thinking of it because I never talked to anyone about it.
I really should have told someone... But it's too late now.